Being Conversational is My Secret

The schedule of our business presentation was set in the afternoon(1pm) of the day of May 28,2008.

Beforehand my officemates who had being informed to accompany me during the said presentation.

We, the system administrator, the HR manager, and me- the marketing manager, representating the image of our company - Blumango Technologies Inc. We were being briefed by our COO the night before in preparation for our presentation to Kyocera company about their demand of Network design.

What brought to my attention was the expression projected by my officemates. They were so busy of preparing themselves to much. They kept on agonizing about the onward presentation , of what then should they do, do, and do in the perfect way.

Until the very moment of going out to the place, riding in a car, they continued of burdening themselves, that I observed their uneasiness and nervousness in their hearts and minds.

C0ntrary to how they behave, I observed myself in an easy and very calm nature of feeling. I didn't know exactly why. All that I always kept on my mind was I'm going to unexplored territory of experience where everything would be unique and special, not to be compared, of the past experience, and demanded of how should it be going perfectly.

I just put in my mind that everything would arrange and had an art to fullfill our goal or objective, that's made me so exciting to explore the possibilities.

Absolutely, I made the presentation conversational that made my partners so easy and not discplined to follow their own script. Being flexible is automatic guided with our internal knowledge learned from the past.

A Great Feeling in Overcoming Temptation

Once again, I was put into a very tempting situation to the extent I got started to its allure. Thanks to God that he gave me strength and ability to rethink what I had in my mind working around the temptation. Because of the said awareness, I was able to cope up the situation and found a way out but diverting directly my attention to other important thing. And yes , I was in victory of overcoming the temptation and totally forgot the strong feeling I had experienced.

It was a very great feeling when I proved to myself that I had the ability to do so as long as I would like and intend to. And most especially thru the guidance of the Almight God , that I believed was working me when I had a short talk of asking a help to him.

Even its a short time, but it seemed it's long years time for me because I felt I strong feeling of happiness deep inside. It's really good learning point by the time you overcome a particular temptation. Because all I know it's a best way to test and develop your good character.

Allure of Temptation

I found myself allured so much in certain temptation that I was out of control of its overpowering force inside me.

Even If I read a book about how to overcome temptation but still unable to avoid it. Really temptation is difficult to fight back because that is the master piece of the devil for a thousand years in experience.

As I reflected back, I learned that I am most of the time vulnerable by its uncontrolled force when I'm alone and depress. This is a learning point that I must be consider the next time around to overcome its allure. I should find ways to go away the said situation because I know the enemy of God is always remembering the situation and make that his tool.

In a positive side, I discovered that the devil hated me too much to the extent he kept in the temptation and find ways for my downfall.

But thanks to God, that thru the book I've read entitled "The Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren. I learned that the best way to overcome temptation is to direct my mind channel to other positive thoughts and let it occupied with good thoughts.

A Time of Disappointment

After long haul of expectation, overnight before the event, I let myself well-prepared. In the sense I postponed all other conflicting activities, just for the focus my attention of bringing up my visitor to witnessed our church activities.

Even the shadow of doubt was not put in my mind the night after I confirmed to her about our agreed time. I remembered that I felt so good especially when I heard from my brother that the topic was in time for the guests.

I personally arranged my preset schedule about an activity that I supposed to lead or socializing by giving all the necessary financial support from food to fare and talked somebody to oversee and to do my obligation.

After my worship service in our locale, I hurriedly went out to make it sure I would be early before my visitor. I gave her a text message that I would be waiting at the near gate and be fine to give me a message as long as she arrived in the church.

The time agreed was 2:00pm and I arrived at 2:30pm. Minutes was passing by so fast that kept my eyes turning around to see her. A minute ago I saw a lady dropping down the taxi, I was happing to the thought that she was what I was waiting for. But the opposite happened, it was just a look-alike with my visitor.

Suddenly I noticed a text message in my cellphone and caught into my eyes, a message asking another time, owned by my visitor. I couldn't explained my feeling at the moment of what should then an appropriate response to the said text message.

It took me about 15 minutes to give a reply, that stated with courteous manner, that it was okay to me and asking her of how could I help her.

I couldn't hide my feeling of disappointment because I spent more time to the extent I was waiting her long and coming from a distance.

What I did was?
I let talked myself secretly that there was reason behind why this happened. I that would be I should discover. For the meanwhile, I diverted my thought by spending my time eating at the roadside - "Pungko-Pungko", that helped me to think differently.

I went home at a neutral emotion especially the time I woke up after a long rest of sleep. Really time is the solution for every disappointmen or despair that might happen to my life. The thing that I should be grateful about is that I could easily cope up any bad situation by just letting the time passed.

How Can You Help If You Have Enough For Yourself

It brought to my attention again the moment when I put into doubt of knowing what should I do upon somebody who need my help financially when I have just enough for myself.

We had a visitor, a sister in faith, named Jinky, who just arrived last morning for the purpose of getting her transfer paper moving back to her hometown.

I witnessed her sacrificed waiting for so long just to bring with her the paper. The signed paper was in the keeping of Bro. Rey who in time attended the monthly meeting of officers in the district.

We welcomed her as a guest in our house, entertained her, making the hours passed unknowingly.

But she was worried about then, because she never yet got her ship ticket 'til in the late afternoon.

He whispered through her words that she was need my help for financial because her money was just enough for a jeepney and a ticket fare. She planned to had a taxi if in case time would be her problem because she kept waiting 'til the very close time of her departure.

I was not able to response her directly because my mind and heart was in deep conversation of what should I do. Either to give my alloted budget for tomorrow important church activity or handed to her.

Until such time I was able to rethink my goal in life to be wealthy in order to help more people. It strengthened my willingness to pursue my goals, as being reminded with the situation. I considered of prioritizing the most important, that was my prior budget allotment.

And what I did to help was gave her the best advice to take an alternative by just asking the exact route going the ship yard.

The Law of Attraction Comes Again

I was so amazed again and dumbfounded when I exposed to situation where the Law of Attraction helped me attracted what I dominantly put in my mind.

It was an event when I got going home from Mactan Rock Industries after our long-time hours of interview with the Marketing Manager about their immediate software requirements.

I dropped down with our service(L300) at Mandaue for my intention of riding a jeepney going way directly to my home. I met with my eyes a beautiful young lady that allured me too much, that seemed the clock was stopped ticking. I found myself following her riding the same jeepney-fortunately the route was going then to my home.

Even in the jeepney I was deeply allured with her beautiful, angel-like face, that made me felt so happy and good to keep on looking her.

I couldn't describe what I felt exactly and not knowing what kind of emotion I felt deep inside. All I knew I did appreciate her beauty, to the extent when she dropped down the jeepney I still kept on weirdly following her.

But unfortunately, I wasn't able to follow her way because I dropped lately on the jeepney. I kept on asking from the street guys if they noticed a lady with long hair and wearing yellow t-shirt.

After almost 30 minutes passed, I was desperate not knowing where she went her way home.
I decided to take a break by having a meal at a near restaurant from where she dropped down.
Still my mind was working thinking of her so overwhelmed to talk to her.

After the meal, I carried away by my thought to take another attempt to search for her by asking the strangers along the way, but not successful then.

I kept on moving a little bit onward the way, until I saw a lady going the bakeshop wearing the same t-shirt.

I tried to approach near back of her and found out at astounding gladness that she was exactly the lady I was looking for. I couldn't imagine the feeling I experienced at that moment of time not even believing I could had a possible to look at her for the second time.

Not only staring at her, but able to talk to her directly with a very strange feeling of joy inside. I didn't knew exactly how I made to converse with her, all I remembered I was able to get her name and handed to her my calling card. She was so nice to talk with and have a very good attitude towards others - her name is Dinah Broce.

As I went way home, I kept of thinking about the situation and proven again how the law of attraction really working around us. Whatever we kept on holding our mind together with a strong emotion will definitely realized at certainty.

Uncontrolled Situation

Temptation really is so strong and winning if you allow to bring it to your mind even at once. Because if you remain to entertain it either by telling yourself to not or do the certain instruction of temptation you could still overpower and overwhelmed of what it intends to.

I experienced a while ago the situation when I got tempted to do the thing that I hardly not imagined to do it but the opposite then happened. Even I was so aware that of the temptation and asked a guidance fo heavenly above but still got disappointed.

As I reflected back, I noticed yet I was aware of the situation but the more I was aware the more the temptation grows and overwhelmed my mind. Especially when I was alone talking to myself.

What I had learned from the moment that the best way to fight temptation is to think a different positive away apart from temptation so that it will immediately stay out from you mind without any notice because your mind then are predominantly occupied with good thoughts you've chosen. A friend or somebody you comfortable with have a good role of diverting your thoughts.

Just remember the time, the place, the moment, that oftenly situation has strong power on you. For you then be prepared by diverting your minds to good thoughts and seek the help of your friend.